Yesterday I felt defeated, I felt pressed on every side. I was told to lose 20 pounds of fluid, and I did. Homebound but I did. Then my heart went crazy. I would be sitting here and my heart rate was 136, and my heart was fluttering like I had 5 energy drinks. Wednesday night …
Not Shaken
Not shaken keeps coming up, coming up in our Tuesday night Bible study, coming up in songs that I have listened to for months and now that is all I hear. In my daily devotionals, it seems to be everywhere. This week has been difficult, and once again I found myself at a place accepting …
Thankful
This verse was in my devotional today, and how fitting it is. These past few days have been rough. My hands not to be outdone by my legs have been losing function. I am dropping things more often then not. Our dishes are super heavy, and have become to heavy for me. I went to …
Choice
My goal this year was to look at what I have not what I am losing. It is a daily choice, a choice I have to sometimes force myself to make, and make moment by moment. These past few days I feel like satan is just sending me flash cards of all the things going …
His way is perfect
I love Tuesday nights, I love our study, and I love that God meets me there every single time. We have been walking through the Psalms and it has blessed me so much. I got a prayerful planner I am working on for the year. My words this year were deeper and surrender. My goal …
Psalm 13
AG10 failed. Weak legs are the new normal. Before Christmas I was having a lot of trouble with my legs, not pain so much but they were so weak and tired. I would walk from my car to the store and it felt in my legs I walked about 6 miles. I thought I was …
He hears
Today is hard. I know He hears, I know He answers. I know I need to be still and praise while I wait.
Stretcher Friends
These past few days it has been dark, darker then I have ever experienced. As much as I wanted to leave this darkness, it seemed to encompass me. These past few days, I was ready to go, begging God to just let me go, that I could not walk this walk. This was a race …
Freedom
We are very transparent with our boys, and especially when it comes to the power of prayer. For so long I have wanted this peace and freedom, for so long I saw this barrier that I never knew how to cross. I knew once I crossed it there would be this peace, this calmness in …
Stable
These past few days have been a whirlwind. Monday was testing in Charleston, and my oldest sons birthday, and then Tuesday we got the results and drove home. Being down there for 3 days, I was unable to take my water pills and I have swelled up to about a 30-40 pound fluid holding. Unfortunately …