7 years ago I was introduced to Jesus, not a religion, not a set of rules to follow or lighting bolts would come down, but Jesus and His great love for me. Once I was introduced I was ALL in, questions upon questions to understand it all, I felt like I missed so much and …
The Lord is my Shepherd
Wednesday we got the results of the test that I had taken, and while we kinda expected what we heard, it was still a lot to take in. BUT GOD was already there, because Brad had already planned 3 days off, and God knew that I needed that so my focus would be on Him, …
Weak
I am trying to live this verse, but some days it is a struggle for me. Today was football and it was hot, and the sun was just blaring down on you. There were steps to get to the seats, and even walking down, I noticed just how weak my legs were. We got in …
Balance
Balance. That is what I am trying to figure out, with this new life, balance. I know I was hurting before Monday, but I thought that I could push through, I didn’t want to be a burden to Brad or friends. I thought that I could do it all, and I am realizing that I …
Monday
Monday was scary for ALL involved, but as we look back we can see God’s hand all over it. I woke up with chest pain, all in my left side. I tried to ignore it, carry on with life but it wasn’t going away. I called my family dr she was off, so I figured …
I got Mama
This boys are such good kids! Praise God I am losing fluid but losing it fast, it has left me pretty weak, and very tired. We went into to the pool this morning, floating wore me out so we got out, was walking down the deck stairs and it was hard I was focusing on …
Look for the light
I can see the light! For the past few days it has been so dark, so dark, I couldn’t move, it was as if the darkness paralyzed me. I am so thankful for a God that never moves, for a God that will keep trying to reach you. While I couldn’t hear Him, couldn’t see …
Darkness
I have the first part of this verse down, the whole way home from the beach that was my cry, take this from me God, take this from me. I have always been able to find the flowers in the valley, to see some goodness but this past week I wasn’t able to. It was …
Between
I feel like I am constantly living in the in between.I know that God can heal me if it’s in His plan……..But it may also not be.I know that my body requires more rest then I like……But then I feel like I am missing out on life, and time is so precious and I have …
Balance
This! There is a fine balance between the two and I have failed to find it so far. My sister has been down for her yearly summer visit and we have been going and doing project after project. Monday when we were in the Hobby Lobby and my right leg went numb all the way …